So it was Saturday night. Jay and I were going out with a few other couples. None of which have children. Yes! Finally a night with no baby talk! I was determined to not think or talk about babies or our infertility problems. We get to the resturaunt, eat, have a few glasses of wine. I was doing good. Hadn't even thought about it once. Just as we were ordering dessert, in comes a couple with a baby that gets sat right next to us. OF COURSE, it wasnt going to be this easy. I couldnt stop looking at them, settling into their table, the waiter taking notice how cute the baby was, the big smiles on the mother and fathers faces. Instant Sadness.
I get this look on my face. Jay must have noticed - he said it looked like I had just seen a ghost. When he turned around and saw what I was looking at. He instantly knew. He told me "I caught you" in a joking manner. I chuckled, but deep down inside I was distraught.
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