Two Week Wait. Three little words I never thought I would hate so much. I drive myself nuts analyzing every little thing. It gets a little ridiculous sometimes. But this 2ww will be different. I am NOT going to obsess!!! Yeah right...who am I kidding. That will last about a day. Haha.
Woke up again at 5am today. It is about 930 now and I feel like I am crashing already. I am just happy that I have the day off tomorrow. Pillow, here I come! My second IUI went off without a hitch. And I got to work on time today, Yipee! I plan to BD for the next 2 days just to cover all bases. Although I am pretty sure I O'd today. Last night I had pretty strong cramps in my ovaries. And this morning too. Almost to the point where it would hurt to sit in a chair. But they have seemed to dissipate in the past few hours. Maybe we should BD tonight then...hummm.
Yesterday I was on the phone with my mother. I ended up telling her about my infertility treatments that I am going through. Normally I don't tell my mother too much, its just better that way. But this is different. So far my mother has been my rock throughout all of this. (besides the hubbs) She really understands, listens and makes me feel better about everything. Something I cant say about everyone that I opened up to.
I just cant explain how happy it makes me feel to open up to her. She has always been an awesome mother, taking care of the family, the house, and ALWAYS having dinner on the table. But there was always some kind of a barrier between my mother and I. Something that I saw in other mother-daughter relationships, that I felt was lacking in mine. Maybe a "friendship" is the word that I am looking for. But throughout this unhappy and trying journey I have been through, she has been a true friend and a mom. And it brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it. I love my mother!
Woke up again at 5am today. It is about 930 now and I feel like I am crashing already. I am just happy that I have the day off tomorrow. Pillow, here I come! My second IUI went off without a hitch. And I got to work on time today, Yipee! I plan to BD for the next 2 days just to cover all bases. Although I am pretty sure I O'd today. Last night I had pretty strong cramps in my ovaries. And this morning too. Almost to the point where it would hurt to sit in a chair. But they have seemed to dissipate in the past few hours. Maybe we should BD tonight then...hummm.
Yesterday I was on the phone with my mother. I ended up telling her about my infertility treatments that I am going through. Normally I don't tell my mother too much, its just better that way. But this is different. So far my mother has been my rock throughout all of this. (besides the hubbs) She really understands, listens and makes me feel better about everything. Something I cant say about everyone that I opened up to.I just cant explain how happy it makes me feel to open up to her. She has always been an awesome mother, taking care of the family, the house, and ALWAYS having dinner on the table. But there was always some kind of a barrier between my mother and I. Something that I saw in other mother-daughter relationships, that I felt was lacking in mine. Maybe a "friendship" is the word that I am looking for. But throughout this unhappy and trying journey I have been through, she has been a true friend and a mom. And it brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it. I love my mother!
How nice that you have such a good relationship with your mother. I didn't get that until I moved out. LOL We do better long distance!!!
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